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Hi again, everyone!
I just wanted to apologize for that last journal. x'D
; v ; I'm sorry you had to deal with my emotional poop, aiya hgjfkdlsasd
And I'm sorry too, to the Anons, for taking it out on you.
I feel really bad for dropping such a load on all of you,
I basically used the journal as an emotional toilet.
But you guys did help flush some of the troubles away,
and I really do appreciate it!
I have yet to reply to all of them, but I have read every single comment and from my bottom the bottom of my heart, I really do appreciate it.
I'LL STOP WITH THE BATHROOM JOKES I'M SORRY I COULDN'T HOLD IT IN :iconmingplz:
OTL I'm sorry butt I just crack myself up sometimes.
OKAY NOW I'M DUNG. LOLOL.
Okay. NOW I'm done.
ASDFGH I'M SORRY, as unserious as this sounds, I really doodoo mean what I say ; w ; hjgfkdsla
; A ; I'm sorry you guys have to put up with me ghfdjsk I will try to contain my emotions next time ack x'D and my terrible sense of humor.

I have been going through some real life things that have made me a little more sensitive lately.
And I feel really bad because I took advantage of the fact that there are many people watching me and used the journal as a sort of release.
And I understand that not many people have the benefit of such sweet watchers but still want to be heard - just like me.
I am so blessed to have all of you. When I type my journals, I love being able to see who can relate, who agrees, and even who disagrees.
And when I'm down I have people that comfort me and support me, but most importantly: remind me that I'm not alone.
Now, I am not justifying the behaviour of any anonymous bashers, but I can see why they would feel the need to voice their opinion, good or bad.

Anyway, I was going to type a long big blurb about thoughts post my BAWWW journal, but you can just go read the comments if you're interested because everyone words things better than me, hahaha.

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I feel like people show me things because they want a sassy response from me... x'D
If you know what comments I am responding about, please do not post it in this journal.

Okay I know my anatomy is bad ; v ; kkk. I will get better one day, maybe, idk, kk.
But just because people keep having diarrhea over this, here:
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Now the head isn't "hideously" big anymore

And since people thought I should "clean" up my messy work, here:
I cleaned this picture so hard that it's even MORE shiny and has left over bubbles from the washing machine!
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And people kept saying that her eyes have no soul so I drew something with my heart and soul. I call it: Kokoro's last doki.
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And since people keep complaining about "kawaii uguu" artists that draw little girls with eyes the size of the moon in frilly pastel pajamas,
what do you want us to draw?
Tiny-eyed men in spandex?
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You speak with your "freedom of expression" but shouldn't art be free too?
I call this one, "Freedom"
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Just so that no one gets butt hurt by my 'lazy' work, I hope you know I that I broke both my legs, all my arms, three and a half fingers, AND MY SOUL in the process of drawing these pieces because of all the effort I put into them.

But in all serious, I know that it's important to go beyond your boundaries and draw outside of your comfort zone. I can't imagine a better way to improve your skills in art and I do encourage it to those that want to improve.
Honestly, I would love to put more time into my art and practicing but I won't be able to do so for a few months longer.
I will improve when I feel that I can dedicate the time to it.
I do not force people to like my art, they choose to like it.
If people like my messy, poorly-proportioned, generic anime girls, then I'm sorry that you hurt your butt over it.
If you do not like messy art, I'm sorry, but I will not change it for you, peasant.
And if messy is your only complaint about my art work,
I hope you know that there are many beautiful works out there that are 'messy.' Messy does not always mean bad. And messy does not always mean there is a lack of effort.
I think more valid complaints would be the lack of a true light source in my shading, my bad anatomy, my stiff poses, my lack of variety, not trying to do backgrounds, etc etc.

Anyway, really and truly, thank you watchers for putting up with me.
For being there when I'm down, for enjoying my art work, and for PUTTING UP WITH ALL MY RUBBISH. x'D I'm sorry!
I am almost an adult, I really need to grow up, ahaha. x'D I'm still an immature brat.
I'm also sorry if I've been a little more harsh lately.
I know I'm never serious, but I genuinely appreciate all that you do for me.


*Sorry for any typos/grammar mistakes! I wrote this in a rush!
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aibite Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You know, I was randomly surfing and then I decided to stalk your journals. XD
I DID NOT KNOW YOU WERE SO SASSY
I MAY HAVE TO LAUGH NON-STOP THROUGHOUT NEXT WEEK'S JAPANESE CLASS
but this is pretty awesome XD

I do think your lines are on the messy side, but why not? It's your style and you like it. And if other people have the time to complain about the 'unfairness' of you not putting 'as much work as they did' in stuff, they could use that time to practice and improve instead. Or do something like homework-
Homework. HOMEWORK. Oh noes. Bye!
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Emi-Liu Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2013
LOLOLOLOLOL
OMGG I FEEL SO EXPOSED ROFOLFOLFOLOLL
x'D Aiya!

; w ; Hnnngg thank you so much!
And yes, they should go.. do something useful! LOLOL Thank you ; w ;
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MyPetiteCakes Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2013  Student Artisan Crafter
oh my gosh emi <3 you crack me up
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MoeKimiko Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Oh and spandex are stylish XD Say's this guy:
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MoeKimiko Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Your art is adorable~! Lol you're so cute your rant is so cute and funny~
Don't listen to the meanies they are just jealous :D
Please draw more kawaii girls~ I like to fav them~ :3
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dororoandkururu Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013
Lol
Tiny-eyed men in spandex XD
I love your art the way it is:)
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FearlessLullaby Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
omfggg
I love you so much already
your sense of humour is hilarious
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Anna-Le16 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Potty jokes...juu so bad ahaha :XD:
your journals are naice to read as we can see moree of your personality :XD:
just keep doing what you do!
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sock-eating-ninjas Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Student General Artist
haha, oh man, you cutie-patootie, you^__^
I couldn't stop laughing
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puri-n Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
"...little girls with eyes the size of the moon in frilly pastel pajamas,
what do you want us to draw?
Tiny-eyed men in spandex?"
\LAUGHED HEARTILY AT THAT + DRAWING
and gosh your puns XDDD I'm sorry you had a sensitive-event lately, I hope you recover speedily! ;v; <33
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Risuru-Chan Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I felt I should chime in here.

I've always liked your art. I've followed you since your last account. I like looking at the sketchy look, and I love the way your coloring is. I'm still not sure how they can bash your anatomy when the majority of anime art is kind of not supposed to be completely anatomically correct. I honestly had no idea what the confessor was whining at.

While I haven't drawn for things to slap on dA, I do doodle and draw in other places. I can safely say that your art gives me some inspiration, ideas, ways to improve my own style. It's cliche, but I'm certain that these people bitching at you are all just jealous that you actually have some talent and they don't. It's a style thing. Your style is popular. They should be the butthurt ones; not you.

Best of luck to you in your future art journey. I can't wait to see what you come out with next :)
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SweetArtist101 Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Student General Artist
Your art is cute! I love your art from my bottom of my soul. LOL, I went there
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Emi-Liu Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE ;D
Thanks lovely! ; w ;
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SweetArtist101 Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Student General Artist
Anytime hon!
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Shamrock-Girl Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
I love your art and many people do so just ignore those people who complain.
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Emi-Liu Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
; v ; Thanks dear, I will try <3
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kittiehcakes Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
LOOOOOL tiny-eyed men in spandex x'D;;
And those pictures hahaha
you crack me up :iconpapmingplz:
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Emi-Liu Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
LOL x'D
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Shing-Yi Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Omg loblol those pictures cracked me up xD :iconpapmingplz:
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Emi-Liu Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013

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Shing-Yi Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ohohoho yeses yes so bishie :iconamgtouchplz:
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Nai-Eri Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
HAHAHAHAHA THOSE PICTURES LAKSDFJLSDKFJSDL :'D
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Emi-Liu Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013

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linnil Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
OH man. If you can make a joke like that. It mean you're growing up one more step.

Those picture make me hilarious so hard. LOL
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Thamio Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Emi you're hilarious X'D
I laughed seeing the pictures!

Well, glad that those haters got the message cx
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Pikachukyol Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh my gawd emi
You're so funny and cute ah this made my morning ;7; I'm so happy you're feeling better~! ♥ x
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rainieskies Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Student Writer
Oh It's okay your fine!!! =)
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bakaandtset Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist
Is it ok if i laughed my ass of over this? IM SORRY BUT YOUR TOILET HUMOR AND THE SPANDEX--OH GAWD THE SPANDEX--WERE HILARIOUS!
and lol peasant... XD
Glad youre feeling better!
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Ridaki Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Okay, is it bad that this journal made me crack up? XDDD
Between the bathroom jokes and those two pictures on the bottom . . . :rofl:

And yes, you are right, there are many wonderful pieces of art that are messy~! ^-^
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Alice-DrinkMeBottle Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
omg xDDD //sorry Emi I'm just cracking up at the pictures :'D
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sukibelle Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
OH MY GOD
I WAS CHOKIN GHALF TO DEATH OVER YOUR TOILET HUMOUR BUT OMG THE TINY EYED MEN IN SPANDEX EMI, KOKOROS LAST DOKI, HOLY SHITTTHGGDHHJFGSJALKSJFH LMFAOOOOO
IM 100% DONE LMAO I CANNOT BREATHE
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Emi-Liu Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
I CAN'T BREATHE GFDSGFD
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sukibelle Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
kiss of life? AHSHDGGGJGKLLSJ SOMEBODY STOP ME LMAO
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Emi-Liu Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
DAT MOUTH OMGGG JHGFDSDGFSGFSD
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sukibelle Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
LMFAOOOO KAWAII HUH
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Emi-Liu Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
I CAN'T GET OVER THIS OMGG
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Emi-Liu Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
OH MY GOD SUKI YOUR DRAWING I CAN'T HGJFKDLSA OMGGG CRYINGG THE DROOL OMGGG
GHFDNSMGFJDKLS I MADE IT MY DESKTOP BACKGROUND OMGG I LOVE YOU GJVFDKLSA;

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sukibelle Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
LMAOOO HE LOVES YOU EMI HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH <3<3<3
AHSGDGFHKGLSLJS YOURS OMG LMAOOO THE RED LIPSTICK OMGGGG LMAO
THE WRINKLES OMG I DIDNT INCLUDE THEM ON MINE NOOOOOOO
time to fix that :iconheplz:

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Myokono Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
I love the way you draw!
Me like "messy" art! ^3^
But that tiny-eyed man!! I love him!
I hope to see more of him! X''DD
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Ijao Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
Weird suggestion: but like you said, why don't you post more variant in your work? :confused:

Doesn't matter if it'll be somewhat worse to others, the fact you're doing it would show you're opened up to it.
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WannieWirny Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hahaha XD
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KuroneDLC Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Student General Artist
asjfhsdkgh that tiny-eyed man :iconomgcryplz:

It's fine, Emi. No need to apologize for occasionally having to rant out. I hope all that crap isn't bringing you down; I've definitely seen how it affects people, and don't often wish it upon any artists.
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Cupcake-Kitty-chan Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
I don't think you need to apologize for displaying your emotions, and the way you talk about showing emotions makes it sound as though you think it's bad overall, which it's not. c:
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Skerplez Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I didn't think your art was messy/had bad anatomy. I think you're art is beautiful ;u;
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Ohmachidai Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I love you so much ...this journal is amazing XD..
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Emi-Liu Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
No worries, lovely!
I didn't want to link to it because you weren't anon.
I will hide this comment so no one can find you <3
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Amuyuki Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
good for you .
I hope trolls will leave you alone in future .
Though you need to be very careful of your
mistakes and post because people will
think and get a wrong idea.
- Cake
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Emi-Liu Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
; w ; Thanks dear!
And thanks for the cake! <3
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Amuyuki Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
no problem , cake makes everything better
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